bumming is my forte

yeps i love bumming at home
i don't have much friends
because i realize i just don't put much focus in my life on friends
selfish as it may sound my focus is on me
that's the conclusion that i derived after listening to 100.3 in the office whilst typing away my life
living to me consists of 'cleopatra-ing', watching tv and playing either on the computer or ds
friends in my life just seem to slip away after school ends
yes
i'm 19 and i don't have anyone that i find truly comfortable to talk to
but i do pride myself in being comparatively forthright
yes
i have decided that i shall devote more time to reading and writing random things
and stop trying to analyse how people feel about me and then get all guilty abt being an utter bitch
seriously i'm soo heading towards spinsterdom
but i do think that that suits me just fine
being alone
and doing what i feel like doing
though i do want to have kids
so i'd probably adopt
yes
but as i always remind myself (coz no one talks to me all that much)
you never know what will happen in life
i may die tommorow for all you know
its just life
and it's just me trying deperately to find myself
identity crisis
i realise that's why throughout my whole life i have always felt this hollow feeling
(i know it sounds slightly cliche)
i will find myself someday
but meanwhile i'd just focus on earning money and saving most of it too

~cheerios~

i love playing on my ds
games i've actually completed are very sparse though
like 'trace memory', 'pheonix wright', and ...... no more
see that's the problem with me
i just lose interest in stuff really quickly
and i don't finish it properly
ok random... i know
shall go play now
cheerios

tv

been watching quite afew reality shows on chnl 5
american idol, survivor, the contender asia, hell's kitchen
yeps
love tuesdays becoz of csi:miami and bones
but talking abt reality shows
would like to say
FINALLY kristy lee cook is out
my goodness that should have happened eons ago
the only song that i feel that she can sing really well is amazing grace
and i really don't get the whole thing about david archuleta
whatever lar
personally i'm gunning for david cook
and i also like jason castro and brooke white
and for hell's kitchen, i'm glad that heather won
if virginia did i wld have died
yes thats all
and one more thing
what is so cute about james(survivor) ?
okay
then there's bones
its turning out to be really good
and i can actually afford to watch it as i dun have to wake up early for sch
okay i'm blogging crap here
okay
going to watch 'i shouldn't be alive' now
oh yes before i go
do watch 'love you to death'
its nice :) abit too short though
okay the show start alr
cheers :)

mundane life of a working teen

my goodness how time just zooms by
i'm 19 alr
goodness i still feel 13 at heart
though i think my body is 89 alr
now have an admin job
goodness it is like .................
from the day i first started till now
about .... 5 WEEKS
like WHAT ???!!!!
oh mans i still thought like 2-3 weeks
like whatever !!!
i'm rapidly moving towards my death and i still don't realise it
sucks
ok
applied for nus and ntu
father says we can't afford smu
so i didn't bother
now is waiting 'bite-ur-nails' period
really hope i get into one of the u's
or i'd DIE
DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE
better not have negative thoughts or it might happen
(as illustrated in "The Secret")
so I WILL get a place :)
stay positive :)
:D
D:
okay going mad
am sick today so my brain's a little fried
i even talked to that executive (omg what was i thinking)
saying that the tissue box was cute
though it is very cute, i must justify
like... tsk i shouldn't bother too much about what others think of me
just do my job
slack when i can
chiong when i need to
and bring breakfast bars so that i'll not starve to death
ok :)
HAIZ
shall end here
cheers :)

We're still @ vivo for christ's sake !!!!

yar i conclude that spongebob's fren is a bloody liar
start out one week only
then another week
and we didn't even bother asking already....
vivo branch is like friggin cold
and no one bothers about you
so you can slack if you want to
but we feel that time passes faster when you have something to do
yar
the pple there really damn "mind ur own business" type
but there're generally nice
like Li Yun (actually she's the only one that i really work with)
but Yunnie likes to give ridiculous time limits
like she'll ask you to pack the notebooks(DAMN messy and alot of diff design)
and she'll give you an hour.......
at PS they till ask you to take the whole day to do lar
tsk tsk
oh yes and there's the irritating "Prompt Queen"
she only does things that benefit her
and she likes to suck up to the higher ups
and she's extremely exact in arrivin and leavin
whereas the rest of us wld come early and go late
tsk hate her

oh yes we visited PS last week on monday
to give them some muffins and visit them
we went to greet siau phin as she was the closest to the entrance
siau phin was like smilin so widely when she saw us
then suddenly LiHong came to look for siau phin and she saw us
WHOA MAN her reaction was priceless
she gave such a genuine smile throughout
what the heck the fact that she even stopped to talk to us was really suprising and nice
in fact she was the most enthusiastic :P
and we saw qiao wen (so it means that she got transferred back)
and her reacton is totally what we wld have expected frm lihong
but we understand lars lol
OH YAR and there was Rose who totally suddenly appeared
too bad we din see Jumiah and Yati and Muhaini
but it was nice :)
shall end here as my comp is so screwed up and virus-y
and its tiring to type when sometimes the letters don't appear

~CHEERIOS~